A Special Message For You
Hey ,
A few years back i was just a normal shy boy vhi baaki bacho ki Tarah future life dreams , school ki teachers pae crush and apne boy gang me hi khush rehna .Ma bhen ke alawa kabhi kisi ladki ko aajtak chuaa tha nhi , lekin fir bhi pata nhi kyu man me tha ki gf toh zindagi me kabhi nhi banaunga . Everything seemed normal to me back then , but who knew it was soon gonna go full rolli-wooli in the some time . Back then when i met you on our first days everything felt different , it was like is she really the one who am i gonna be spending my rest of my life , with whom i am gonna be eating , sleeping , playing , zoning out , and literally everything joh ki i though its best suited to be done alone for me . I know it sounds like we are getting married or what....hahaha lol . But earlier all of it felt a no go for me but right now after all the time i have spent with you I thank you for coming into my life , i thank you for being such a kind and grateful , sexy person you are today .
There are doubts right you cant straightaway accept a stranger who you just met enter into your life , enter into your days , enter into your everyday thoughts , enter into your pants😆 but if you are the one , you are forever welcome sweetheart . We dont have much things in common,not the same kinda hobies and interests , we might not vibe to the same music not even to the same genre of movies (except superheros) , but i feel like if its with you i can get along with this uncommonness . I wanna spend the bestest funniest moments with you as well as the sad , boredom days too .
Earlier i had read somewhere "LOVE IS LIKE FALLING OFF A CLIFF NOT KNOWING HOW DEEP THE FALL IS , IT CAN BE SCARY . SOME DONT CARE JUMPING AT ALL , WHILE SOME SPEND THEIR TIME ON THE EDGE THINKING WHETHER TO JUMP OR NOT . AFTER SOME TIME THEY GATHER ALL OF THEIR COURAGE AND TAKE A LEAP OF FAITH ONLY TO FIND OUT THERES MORE CLIFFS BELOW . WHO BLAME THEMSELVES FOR THE JUMP THEIR WOUNDS NEVER HEALS . YOU CAN JUMP AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN.........IT MAY NEVER END . SO WHY JUMP ? BECAUSE WHEN YOU JUMP IT MAY BE THE LAST ONE" You are that last cliff and that was the last jump i made few months back . It was hurtful to you but i will be forever grateful for that chance . Never in my life i thought i will do such a thing , i was naive and i know you might not forgive me completely but its fine i will try my best to not repeat the same mistake i will learn from them . Because being happy isnt just the best part of love but also growing and learning about each other through our weaknesses is . I dont care now to everyone who thinks i did wrong coming back i did what my heart said i did what felt right to me . And if you or someone else thinks it will never be the same i will prove them wrong . i challenge them . i will . and its a promise i bet anyone challenge it .
Love you